Yesterday was another bad day for pnts, 5 over, again. It was a stressful day at work, and for some reason I stayed stressed the entire evening. My Manager completely stressed me out first thing in the morning with a rant, that really had nothing at all to do with me. Then I had this guy emailing me about his file who was... a pain in the ass. Then a 2 hour meeting. Followed by a 1 1/2 hour one on one with another client - which ate right into my lunch hour. What was remaining of my work day consisted of rushing through a ton of work I had been wanting to get to all day and never had found the time.
When I got home, I did some 'Walk Away the Pounds' in my apt., since it was raining/thundering outside. But I just couldn't shake that stressed feeling. Didn't end up falling asleep until late, so I'm very tired this morning. On top of that though, I felt like I had to tie myself down to keep from eating. That's all I wanted to do last night, eat. Eat. Eat. I still have another Quiche in the fridge, and boy was that looking good at about 11pm last night. I forced myself to bed instead, knowing I had already gone over in pnts and didn't want to ruin my wonderful 2lbs loss.
Self-sabotage? Oh, I think so.